high speed chase

re-arr

ange.

mhmm. the beauty of a new mac, a new set of wheels, the first day of better weather after days, and the reunification with smiling. God and his random shift of puzzle pieces are quite extraordinary, as you constantly find yourself dazed & flustered. pulmonology final in 2 days and i promise you that my body is so scared of me that it purposely freaks out in advance, rendering me to process everything and anything BUT pulmonology, or rather, the study of breathing. i've sat here thinking about chasing. like a dumb animal chasing after its dumb tail (no offense) or a dumb human being chasing after, well its own dumb tail--or rather his/her own self.

so--(xenons are so much brighter in the dark and really captivates the road in ways i cant even imagine). in that same respect when life is running on turbo, its okay to kinda run the red lights at every intersection. why? because sometimes there's just no other way. let the cops chase you. bump into a coupla things here n there. EMBRACE the road for the road. i'm pretty sure you're completely confused and i understand that. i'm sorry for your loss.

but on the real, this whirlwind of emotions and articulate thought processes have suited my fancy quite well. i find the beauty in failure, in pain, in tears as something more precious than fireworks or fantastic thunder clouds. because NOW is the time that we should just keep going FASTER. faster until the scenery becomes a blur. that red lights are just setting suns. that people are just opinions and your life is just one big fact. a living testimony. a living reality.

lemme write that again because i just thought of it and i think its flippin sick:

red lights are setting suns.

so run the red light to avoid the day's end. a good day never wants to be put to rest to its demise. but its in those good days that the bad days become so much more brighter. a day of hope and strength and goodness.

these nights were meant for restlessness. for tossing & turning in a bed of nails. but the facts are facts. we are in this together--from dawn till setting sun. from red light to green light, we are united by things that we never realized could be possible. or rather realistic.

the basics of this life aren't meant for confinement. they are meant for exploration. for expansion. for reaching heights that only you, yourself and your psyche can behold. i encourage myself, humanity, facebook, blogger and you, yourself and your psyche to accept red for red. and green for green. embrace the facts for the facts. its up to you whether to point the facts in the right direction. that as it races through the highway and thru the red lights in our lives, that it may in turn become a new concept, a new light bulb on the staircase of your existence. so that when you find true love in this earth, she will have no problem getting to you because of all the light bulbs you have established to guide her to you easily.

take home: probably the most confusing and indecisive blog i've ever posted. i did it on purpose. really try to re-read and re-analyze what i'm getting at. because if i told you everything that i mean, then you would treat this blog as just like everything else in life. something to do. let me know what you think. till then, keep on chasing.

songs of the day: the ting tings: we started nothing. thriller by the late mj. rest in peace.